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#Shoftek!

Your whole day reads like a breath you’ve been needing for a long time. The porch, the cool air, the horses running, the kids piled in the living room — that’s the version of you that feels the most real.
And that part where you said you were in and out of your own head… I felt that. You carry a lot and somtimes it feels like things are piling on, and you don’t give yourself enough credit.

And that question — ‘what inspires you’ — the fact that it’s still sitting with you tells me you’re searching for something deeper, something that actually fills you instead of drains you. You deserve that. You deserve a life that feels like that porch morning, not the job that’s been stealing your routine.
You deserve a life of calmness, consistency, with wonderful surprises sprinkled through.

This is one of my favorite parts about you.
You can be wild, but don’t think I haven’t noticed the normal underneath searching for normalcy, purpose, future, inspiration, and passion. You hide it well — but not from me.
It was the beautiful woman that made me nervous at the first encounter but that is not enough. It is the way that you think and act is what I love about you the most.

Inspiration isn’t scheduled — it wanders in, stays a moment, and disappears before you realize it. Inspiration doesn't see age, gender, or any other attribute. It happens to everyone. It’s like a quiet visitor that slips into your life when you’re not looking, whispers to you, and reminds you there’s still something inside you that wants to wake up.
Just like life, it comes to you, inspiration will follow. Think of the last time you felt inspired, it will come again soon.

It’s natural to look back and wonder if you did everything right. But every experience teaches us something, even the ones we didn’t ask for. And the decisions we never made… their outcomes are forever unknown. We only get to work with the life that unfolded, not the one that stayed hypothetical.

Where you go from here doesn’t have to be some perfectly mapped‑out plan. Most of the time, the next step isn’t a grand decision — it’s a small shift, a quiet choice, a moment of clarity that shows up when you’re ready for it. Life keeps teaching, even when we’re not trying to learn, and the path forward usually reveals itself in the same way inspiration does — slowly, unexpectedly, and right when you need it.

And I think part of moving forward is remembering that God doesn’t just guide us through circumstances — He blesses us through the people He places in our lives. Some people show up for a season, some stay longer, but each one teaches us something we needed to learn or gives us something special in our lowest moments. Something unexpected, nothing short of amazing. Sometimes the right person at the right moment is the reminder that we’re not walking any of this alone. I can vouch for this based on my current experience.

In the ebb and flow of your life, it is the little details that make you uniques and sets you apart. So I appreciate these details.