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#Shoftek!

There so many points to address. Obviously, I will start with my favorite part, the mush. Since this won't happen for a while, I am going to milk it for every thing it is worth. You merged that hangry story with the brick wall story. This shows you that your brick wall is broken. It is gone, demolished. Remember when it was only cracked. Man I wish I could see your beautiful face now. Upset at simple truth. Sincerely what you wrote meant a lot to me. Words can't express what this means to me.

Honesty between two people is important. I will never lie to you. I mean what what I say and I say it plainly with you. My vision about you that you ride the horses. You are too talented. I do not want to change your life style to fit mine. I am not dumb. I know who you are. I am happy. I do not want to change you. Execpt for the fact that I hait hair ties. Remember the Latin name for a hair tie removal? Probably not. I know what I am getting into and I want more.

The questions were purposeful. I was trying to understand your mind and your heart. What does it take to capture the mind and the heart of Brandy Colburn? How long does it take. Is it easy to lose? What does someone has to do not to lose it? Why would someone be stupid enoigh to mess it up? I know all the answers except for the how long. I pay attention.

I proposed to a woman only one time. I knew quickly. Things didn't work out because she changed completely. Stepped trusting me, my abilities, and my decisions. Her family played a big role in this. The divorce was a blessing. I didn't talk to her for over three years. The change was years later, not immediately.

I am consistent. I need three things from you. Knowing your personality, I know these three things are perfect.

When you know, you know. I don't know what else to tell you. I am not a selfish person. Give me these three things and I will put the world at your feet. But more importantly, loyalty, encouragement, and honesty. Even more importantly, I will make sure that you are well fed. I don't want to get hurt.....LOL.

You will see the symbolism of what will be delived with the book on Monday. You are very clevel and I am sure you will see it. What you are is something special.

Patiently, and patiently waiting.

I am not snooping around but I can't help reading the communication. Your last message, although I had a prior knowledge, brought tears to my eyes. You are right he needs a friend and you are a very good friend. Again, I go to church on Sunday morning and can't update anything until around 2:00 PM.