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#Shoftek!

The middle man was tired yesterday so my words were quick.

I want to address a few things. I do not know why do you said "step down". I kept thinking about this all night. Truthfully, it doesn't make sense. Life gave you circumstances and you persevered. In 30 short years, you are an amazing person. I perceive you as equal. You have qualities that I don't have. What is amazing about you is how perceptive you are. Very early on you noticed the difference between my book smart and your life smart. I know and I agree, you and I are so different but in a complementary way. The core values that we share are the same such as, family, loyalty, and honesty. If you ever say this again, I will take it as an insult on my judgement. I mean that. I look at you and I see a partner. I am going to move on from this topic because this topic is closed.

I am not crazy. I will prove it to you. I am not talking to you directly, the communication goes through the middle man. This middle man loves me very much and he is smart. I trust him. If he thought I was crazy, he would have told me. He didn't. This is a very objective argument. This man is also impressed by you and shares the same perception as I do.

Hopefully I am not wrong but let me guess some of your fears.

The news articles have no bearing on any thing. Th elegal issues are not in the new articles and my secrets are not in the news articles. The court of criminal appeals only looks at the trial error and the constitutional rights that were violated in my case. Never before had a court seen 3 search warrant violations, a Brady violoation, and a juror who lied to be on my trial. I will not reveal the secrets but I will hint. I know why she wanted to be on the jury in my case. We learned a lot after the trial. One day, I hope you think of me as the mist calculated person yu ever met.
Did the articles say that although the other driver never had a driver license in his life, the prosecutot showed a picture of that driver during the opening argument stating that this is a picture of his driver license?. There is a lot more to share but not now.

My dad and I figured so much out. In my dispair depression and misery, I can still think straight. I am not crazy. I know what I want, I make a plan, then I go and get it. I am still thinking clearly. I can't wait to show you. I even consulted with some high powere attorney who appear on national TV for a reason.

Every one has wounds. I know yours are deep. Mine are too and in different ways. My wounds relate to the above. It is a crazy wound. It is almost unheard of. But back to you. I want to know everything you want to tell me. There is nothing you can say that can change my mind. I hope that I can show you that I am different. I know this is a sensitive topic and it is early in the day without Coors but I want you to know that I am here for you. Actions speak louder than words. I want you to know that I am very fond of you.

You know, the part that stood out to me wasn't the wounds. It was the fact that you cared enough to write the long message in the first place.
I don't need you to unpack everything today, and I'm certainly not asking you to relive anything you're not ready for. I just appreciate you letting me see a glimpse of what's behind the curtain.
And for what it's worth, I think you're stronger than you give yourself credit for. Even if the occasional Mac truck disagrees.

Now to the fun stuff. I made you speechless. The hospital comment was very good. It is true and that what made it very good. My favorite thing to see is your passion of your horses. I genuinely love it. Every chance I get to see it I do. When I do, I always have a big smile and I am very proud of you. Of course I have to factor everything, I am not selfish. I am needy. But yes.

Another fun thing to lighten the mood just a little. I think you lied to me. I dont believe it at all. I am trying to say what I want but also trying not to be inappropriate.

I will end with this. I can't wait to hear your thoughts about the book. Your mind is beautiful.

We are still praying for Tuesday.

I fully understand. I know that you meant every word you said. He wanted to convey to you that the decision is imminent. The issues on appeal are really strong and that is evident from granting us oral arguments. For example, there were 307 appeals filed in 2023, 304 have already been closed (Court of criminal appeals made a decision and it went up to the supreme court where they either denied the request or made a decision). Three cases are still open and two of them the court of criminal appeaks has already made a decision and they are currently in front of the supreme court). The remaining case is his where the court of criminal appeals didn't make a decision yet. Out of these 307 cases, there were 2 cases where the court granted oral arguments, a death penalty case and Jonny's case. This is what keeps us optimistic about the outcome.

I also agree with his about the "step down" comment and I hope I misunderstood it. After living on this earth for 72 years, growing up in Egypt, living in the US for 45 years (Between Michigan, Florida, North Carolina Arizaona, and Alabama), 10 years in China (North east, East, and South China and Hong Kong), and 3 years in Germany, I came to the conclusion that all human beings are the same. We eat the same way, we breath the same way, we get sick the same way we express our happiness, anger, and sadness the same way, we feel the same way. And without being morbid, we die the same way. Our circumstances are different but we are exactly the same. Again I hope we misunderstood this statement. I will take the blame if there was any misunderstanding. Ans although we are exactly the same, each one of us is unique.

Didn't go to church today so I will be able to update during the day.