JA Farms

#Shoftek!

The past 24 hours were difficult. I knew that the people in F4 didn't like me but never imagined that they hated me. I slept above a guy for a year who raped his 11 year old daughter. He used to get mad if I opened my box while he was asleep. I wanted the degree so I put up with it. I am stubborn and willing to endure for the tings that I want. I got a bed movement and ever since, he was out to get me. I graduated with the highest GPA so he couldn't take it. When I got the bed movement to move to A1 yesterday, it was hand writted not typed so it was an add on. It was conveniently added on after I interviewed for another program. I moved to A1 and it was fine. I played cards and some one had a broken hand who asked me about it and I gave finance advice. One of the leaders though I will be a dood addition to A1 and maybe even a good form rep. This morning, when they saw me hanging out with the A1 guys, people who report to the Chaplain complained. When I was getting my hydeine package, I saw you, they complained to him. That man also hates me because I wouldn't donate. I would of but I never had any backing after this stpid bed move. Speaking of donations, I wrote a letter to a doctor who donated to the program. She donated an extra $165,000. I understand why every thing happened. I anticipated but I was 24 hours off in my timing. But it worked out. In God's grace, a whole another bay knows me and the guards who I talked to really thought that was messed up. I plan well but not perfectly. I plan very well but it always hard for me to account for pure hatrade from others. The best part is God will take care of the rest. I am fine. In fact I am great. There is only one thing which I didn't do today as much as I wanted to do. There is really one thing I wanted to do today any way. I am patient. I did the longest surgical training for what I wanted to do because I love it. Better days are coming but the way I look at, amazing days are coming. Days That I couldn't even really understand how happy I can be. Id there is a moement in here I can say that I am happy, then to say out there is unmeasurable. Ask the middle man but there is one commonality to whenever I tell him I am happy. You will never guess what it is. Never, not in a million years.

I am tough and resiliant. That armour breaks down for a select few. A good analogy is like a brick wall. It was so effortless to take up my armour when you are there. Do not mistake the way I act when you are around with what I am going to do next. I am angry as "FU@%". I think that is an understatement. It doesn't matter. I only have one concern, you. That is it. I a thinking of you all day today. I am sorrey that people hataread for me affected you. Egyptian are hot blooded. Extremely passionate and vengeful. I don't think that this a word but I like it any way. Watch and see.

Please be careful. You are right, this place seems to be like children school full of drama. He will never forgive himself if you ever got in any kind of trouble. Thank you.