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#Shoftek!

I am very strange but simple for those who know me. You said one time that we all wear masks. I have multiple masks depending on the situiation. I act in different way with different groups for my advantagae. With you, there is no mask. This explains the speechlessness and volnurability. The music is an expression of what I like. Here is a very strange thing about me. In college and medical school, I used to sit in a 1" tub of water to study not to get distracted because I have focus issues in the bath tub. No one knows that about me. I mean no one. Obviously the middle man no but seriously no one. Your turn, tell me something no one knows about you and please don't laugh at me. Especially when you see me. One time I had to buy another Organic Chemistry book because mine fell in the water. I have an embarrasing story that I will tell you later after this one wears off a little first.

That is impressive. You have such a cool gift, it is something from the movies. I mean that literally. Because I saw a movie about what you do on last Sunday. It is not a coincedence, it is just a fact. I can't wait for your talent to become your full time job. I will try to see what you suggested this week. Do you know how to do all of that? The two girls had good dreams. I know a woman who also has big dreams. 😃. Maybe they found someone to push them and encourage them.

So let me get this straight — you’ve spent years dealing with men who wake you up at 2am to go to Gulf Shores with $50, leave you to work the pens while they hit the bars, and somehow expect you to “figure it out” every time life catches fire. And you think I’m in the same category as those people?

Ma’am… I’m a neurosurgeon. I don’t “figure it out as I go.” I plan, I execute, and I don’t drag the people I care about into chaos they didn’t sign up for. If I ever woke you up at 2am, it wouldn’t be to go broke at a rodeo — it’d be because I found cheap flights to somewhere ridiculous and already booked the hotel.

And honestly, I’m proud of you for drawing that line. You learned the hard way that you can’t carry someone who refuses to stand on their own legs. You built stability out of thin air, kept your kids safe, and refused to repeat the same mistakes. That’s strength most people never touch.

Just don’t confuse me with the “figure it out later” crowd. I don’t operate like that — literally.

I am going to say this bluntly. I don't want to be one of your children like other people. I want something else. I am one of a kind. The statement that you are homeless and you have to work because we need money is not in my head. Not only is that not even in my imagination, it doesn't exist. I know that you value consistency so for now let's stick to spoiling you. 😃. It is crazy because I have to plan those. May be there is a theme to how I operate. I will take what I can get for now. I will keep looking for the epoxy dissolvent ... LOL. A gentle reminder: I need three things from you, nothing more nothing less and I will do the rest.

I am annoyed you make fun out of my hands because they are amazing. You called them girly but let me ask you a simple question. When you go to the gynocologist, a type of surgeon, would you rather have strong soft steady hands like mine, or rough sandpaper saussages like yours? I am so dead....LOL. I wish I can see your face while you are reading this.

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