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#Shoftek!

Sometimes I have to operate on Children. The stitch I use to close the skin was disolvable. There was one guy who used staples on children. The best way to take them out was quickly not slow. I am sorry about the dagger in your heart. I am glad it is over. You don't have to think about where is he or what is he doing, that wastes time. You don't need that. I am glad that you are comfortable enough to tell me everything. I do not want to have any secrets between you and I.

So I almost got my kiss? I'll admit I noticed you lean in. And for the record, I'm in no hurry. When it happens, I want it to be because you're ready, not because you had a rough day. I'm patient. It'll be worth the wait.
And yes, you caught me. The shades came off and I forgot what I was saying. Use it to your advantage all you want. I'm not even going to pretend I can defend against it 😉.

About that battle you're fighting with yourself, the one trying to keep you from falling for me: I understand why it's there. After everything you've been through, that part of you is trying to protect you. It's made sure you don't get hurt again. I respect that, and I'm not going to rush it.
But if you're losing that battle, I want you to know you're not falling into something that'll leave you on the ground. You're not falling alone, either. I've been fighting a version of that battle myself, and I lost mine a while ago.
You don't have to surrender all at once. Let your guard down a little at a time, at whatever pace feels safe. I'll be patient. I'm not asking you to stop being careful. I'm just asking you to let me prove that this time you don't need to fight so hard.
Remember that bold line? And when he speaks to you, believe in him. Maybe it showed up when it did for a reason.
And if the battle is lost... I promise to take very good care of the winner.

I asked you a very targeted question today. After I win my appeal, would any thing stop you and I? You said no. This sounds like you lost the battle already like me. I am not like the other man. I want one girl, one life, one career. Chasing girls is stressful. I think border line clingy cow girl is the perfect partner so both can move forward together.

I don't know how to abandon you, it seems like an impossible task. It is probably easier to keep trying to impress you 😃. I will not make a long list of everything that you deserve. But besides riding the horses, I will check all the boxes.